Inversion presents
I Belong to You
Saturday, June 25, 2022, at 7:30 PM
Trevor F. Shaw, Conductor
Invoke, Guest Artists
Ethan Shaw, Steel Guitar
Greg Pak, Author and Narrator
Joseph Choi, Rehearsal Pianist
Juliane Orlandini, Visual Presentation
Patrick Schaider, Audio Engineering and Recording
Catherine Spainhour and Adrienne Inglis, Videography
Carol Brown, Video Editing
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Program
Click next to each song title for program notes and soloist credits.
All musical selections on tonight’s program are world premiere performances with the exception of “The Ballad of the One-Armed Man.”
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We woke up to thunder, the sky was turning green
The weatherman said “Take cover”, so we did
And the rain made rainbows on the ground
The sun shone on a tapestry of blue
We waited until the days were equal
And there were just as many sunny ones as dark
We waited for the seeds that we had planted to take root
Before they washed away again
Spring was a long time coming, we watched the wildflowers bloom
And we could see things differently
Blue, orange, pink, yellow
White, magenta, red, purple
We thought the season had changed, well, maybe it hasn’t
And I’m starting to believe maybe it never will
But every so often, the clouds clear for a moment
And new green life is visible
Spring was a long time coming, we watched the wildflowers bloom
And we could see things differently
Our first April.
Text by the composer, ©2017, 2022 Marjorie Halloran Music (ASCAP)
Program note | Starting around late March/early April, the hill country of central Texas explodes into multicolored bloom as millions of wildflowers appear on every highway and roadside. Inspired in large part by Lady Bird Johnson’s love of the natural beauty of Texas, the Highway Beautification Act was signed into law in 1965, and the Texas Department of Transportation sows about 30,000 pounds of wildflower seeds every year to ensure future growth. When I moved to Texas, the first year was difficult as I acclimated to a new culture and environment. I found solace in the beauty of these wildflowers that first April, and this song was the result of that experience.
The wildflowers depicted in the song, in order of color:
Blue: Bluebonnet (Lupinus texensis)
Orange: Indian paintbrush (Castilleja indivisa)
Pink: Pink evening primrose (Oenothera speciosa )
Yellow: Black-eyed Susan (Rudbeckia hirta )
White: Blackfoot daisy (Melampodium leucanthum)
Magenta: Winecup (Callirhoe involucrata)
Red: Fire wheel (Gaillardia pulchella)
Purple: Prairie verbena (Glandularia bipinnatifida)
http://www.wildflower.org
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O Lord, I want to buy her a diamond!
O Lord, I want to buy her a ring!
But I ain't got no money, no I ain't got no money,
no I ain't got no money and my arm's in a sling.Cain't work for to make my livin';
broke my arm clean through haulin' Georgia wood.
Now my gal is way down in Lumpkin County,
and I cain't afford no ticket and this arm's no good.(Refrain)
My life is full of constant heartache,
but I think, O Lord, that I've found the cure:
she's a pretty little red-headed vixen from Georgia.
She tempts me to evil and my heart ain't pure.So I've found us a Preacher Man.
He will say the words on our wedding day.
But my arm is broken and he charged me a dollar.
He'll preach no sermon if I cain't afford to pay.(Refrain)
Thank the Lord, He fin'lly healed my affliction.
I'm headed south by train down from Tennessee.
Lord, I pray before the wedding that You keep me holy
cause I'm bound to do some evil now my arm got free.O Lord, I done bought her a diamond!
O Lord, I done bought her a ring!
But I ain't all that holy,
Lord, I ain't all that holy
No, I ain't all that holy since the Lord healed me!
No, I ain't all that holy since the Lord healed me!Program note | I spent many of my most formative years living in Dahlonega, GA, a wonderful small town in Lumpkin County nestled in the mountains of north Georgia. Dahlonega is known for its festivals, folk art, and bluegrass music, all of which permeate the atmosphere of the town's beautiful courthouse square and neighboring University of North Georgia. In 1828, Dahlonega was the epicenter of a major gold rush, spawning many stories and legends, as well as the oft-repeated phrase "There's gold in them thar hills!" Dear Appalachia is a set of three fictional songs inspired by my childhood home, two of which I was honored to record with Salt Creek, a bluegrass band made up of some great grad school buddies. Dear Appalachia is an homage to the vistas and woodland trails which form many of the most treasured memories of my youth.—Timothy Michael Powell
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Program note | The oratorio I Belong to You/Motherland finds its beginnings in a conversation I had with Robbie LaBanca in early 2019. I’d been working out an idea for nearly a year, at that point, to construct an oratorio for Inversion based on a fantasy story. I thought it would be great to commission an author to write the narrative and have different artists create images for various parts of the story to project on a screen while the music was performed. When I finally brought up the concept to Robbie, he immediately suggested we work with an author and an artist to create a comic book for source material. It was the missing piece I’d been searching for. Robbie used connections from his days working in the comics world to reach out to author Greg Pak, who, to my surprise, was instantly on board.
Greg is best known for telling stories about superheroes, like the Hulk, and about villains like Darth Vader. Over the next year, discussions between those of us in Inversion and Greg revealed that Greg was pulling us in a very different direction. It was becoming apparent that his life story, particularly his childhood in Texas, was the one he wanted and needed to tell. When someone of Greg’s reputation is as passionate as he was about a concept, you go with it! Each draft of the script was progressively more personal and profound. Because this work was starting to feel so important, I believed the creation of the music for the oratorio was an experience best shared by the three co-founders of Inversion, Robbie, Adrienne Inglis, and me. We understand one another and we quickly recognize the quirks present in each other’s musical language. I’ve often said that there is a deep sense of responsibility for a composer when setting the words of a living author, but to work on something like this, something that meant so much to Greg, was an onus impelling the three of us to a degree we seldom encounter. As the artwork from the artists Greg had chosen to illustrate his story started trickling in, we only found ourselves more inspired.
After assigning sections of the text to each of the three composers, I wrote some simple four-to-eight measure themes we could individually incorporate to keep some related threads tying our very different compositional styles together. We had the advantage of knowing that Invoke would be joining us from the start, even before we knew what this project was going to be. Their musical flexibility and ability to swap instruments added an extra element of joy to the creative process, as did the later addition of my brother, steel guitarist Ethan Shaw.
The final product is sometimes beautifully simple, sometimes harshly challenging. It must be that way when telling the story of a person’s life, and all the more so when exploring the bigger concept of belonging. I Belong to You/Motherland asks us what it means to feel welcome in your homeland and who the people are that make us feel that way. It asks us to look again with fresh eyes upon the world we grew up in- the people, the culture, the animals, plants, and weather.
I’m unashamed to say I’m proud of what we’ve created and I’m proud of Inversion for so fully bringing it to life. Many thanks to Greg Pak and to all who made this production possible.
Trevor F. Shaw
June 2022
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Soloists — Carol Brown, Rosa Mondragon-Harris
Picture the boy
Caught in his mother’s camera
Small but sturdy
Browned by the sun
Gazing with unreadable eyes
At the mockingbird chick on his wrist
Observing (the bird)
Observed (by his mother)
Taking it in
Being taken in
Quietly enfolded protected guided beloved
The mockingbird fell from the hanging plant where its mother built her nest
Someday you will fall through the cracks in the nest I have built
Together we will return this bird to its nest
Together we will prepare you for the day you fly free
Who’s singing to whom
(Who’s singing to whom)
(Who’s singing to whom)
No one says this out loud
But we’re all preparing the ones we love
For flying and dying
(Flying and dying)
(Flying and dying)
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Soloist — Gregory Hilliard
Texas
Impossibly huge sky
Deepest blue
Whitest clouds
Blazing, burning, unbearable heat
That you don’t even think about when you’re seven
(Don’t even think)
(Don’t even think)
Just
Running wild
Tearing open your knees a hundred times and crying and jumping up again because who cares
(Who cares)
(Who cares)
Laughing and tumbling
Burned and peeling
Ripping through the world
Then pulling up short, staring
As the swan on the lake
Kills baby ducklings
And snapping turtles drag them down from below
Rabbit torn to pieces
Intestines in the front yard
Sharp-eyed hawk on the utility pole
Dalmatians down the street
Unleashed, staring hungrily from their porch
Cottonmouth coiled thick on the rocks
Kill it or die
Found the scales of an alligator gar on the muddy bank
Like shark teeth hundreds of miles from the sea
Dinosaurs among us
A world of glories and monsters
Living and dying
Glories and monsters
Thriving and killing
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We barrel together through dirt and sun
Exploring dreaming bonding belonging
Fellowship danger adventure joy
The kids I know are awesome
It’s the new kids
I have to watch out for
Merry-go-round
Smells like iron and blood
A friend takes my hand
Another kid yells “fag”
Visiting a church
Kid stares with sharp eyes
Says he was pretty sure I was Jewish
Pack of Cub Scouts in the park
I’m a Cub Scout, too!
I run over, hand raised
And they surround me
“Chinese Japanese dirty knees”
I’m Korean, you fucking racists
Sitting at a park bench at Boy Scout camp in the blazing heat
carving lines down the sides of a swastika someone else gouged in the gray wood
to turn it into four innocuous squares
They don’t know what I am
Just that I’m different
Just different enough
Walking home, burning with anger
Stepping inside, away from the heat
No matter how bright the electric lights are
It’s dark in the house
When you leave the blazing white sun
My mother calls from the kitchen
Years later she tells me she remembers
Her boy coming home silent and angry
But never knowing why
I say nothing out loud
Only to myself
(I belong)
(I belong)
(I belong)
(I belong)
In my mom’s photographs
I’m squatting in the grass
Peering at an invisible bug
She’s not in the photo
But this is a picture of her
Brimming with love
Studying her beautiful boy
Who’s studying this beautiful world
She saved this moment
So we can return to it forever
And remember what it felt like to be so kind and open and new
Look
Look!
And look at that!
Gregory, look at that!
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Big vegetable garden in the front yard
The FRONT yard
Sunflowers
Mighty rows of corn
Zinnias and marigolds all summer long
Pansies in the fall
Dazzled strangers pull over to take pictures
Kohlrabi
(Which we pronounced colla robby)
Did anyone else in the whole state grow and eat that?
My father hunched in the loam
Dead dirt he kneaded and nurtured year after year
Until it gave back so much glory
White T-shirt, black socks
They thought he was a Japanese gardener
Working working working
Glorious explosion of asparagus
Do you know how many years it takes to grow that kind of patch?
He did this
Alone in that yard
Always there when he wasn’t at his desk
Just few yards away from us
Like the cat he hated but who followed him across the yard
Never looking at him
But never more than twenty feet away, lolling in the sun
A stunning, silent accomplishment
But all I see is the crabgrass
Henbit
Dandelion
The weeds I’m supposed to tear from the lawn
Why are they weeds?
(Why am I here?)
Aren’t they pretty?
(Am I in trouble?)
Shouldn’t they live?
(Or more to the point why am I here instead of in my warm bed reading a book?)
Seething under my father’s watch
Ingrate
No thanks given in this Thursday rain
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Soloist — Melody Chang
Glories and monsters
And heroes
My father gives me a Swiss Army knife
Swords and daggers
Be prepared
I immediately cut open my finger
Then wrap the wound in toilet paper
My father follows the trail of blood
And finds me hiding in bed
He doesn’t yell
He takes me to the emergency room
And they give me three stitches
I’m sobbing
But the doctor says I’m brave and calls me tiger
Wrong monster
This is Texas
Maybe hawk
Coyote
Javelina
But my father laughs and takes me home
From the other room I hear him chuckling as he repeats the story to my mother
Tiger
Brave
Good boy
I’m not in trouble
Not in trouble
Not in trouble
I belong
I belong
I belong
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Soloists — Katrina Saporsantos, Robbie LaBanca
Hot fucking sun blazing off the creek bed’s white rock
Dry mouth
Drone of cicadas
Walking through cool, rippling water
Nothing to drink
Don’t like the weather?
Wait fifteen minutes
Wait fifteen--
Oh wait I meant five
Monstrous explosion of sound and light
We should have been terrified
(Who cares)
(Who cares)
But we laughed and ran, arms spread, letting the rain soak us through
No adult ever thought to stop us
“You won’t melt”
And we didn’t
Fearless, immortal
Waiting for the bus in a downpour
Hiking miles in the rain
Soaked through
Each foot caked with ten pounds of mud
I wasn’t fast
I wasn’t strong
But I could endure
Great cracks echo across the lake
Branches sheathed in ice
Trunks split asunder
The tree’s so huge it seems like it should live forever
But willows are fragile
Saw it diminish, year by year, ripping and falling
Came home from college and it was gone
Cedar elms
Tricky raking up all those tiny, hard leaves
One year they vanished, too
But my parents kept the live oaks
Long twisty branches, low to the ground
Middle Earth
Every decade another great limb falls
But the tree endures
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Soloist — Jennifer Wang
The bed of the dusty truck in the next door driveway
Is filled with corpses
Pronghorns
White tail deer
Javelinas
Antlers and tusks and hooves
The man shows us his hand and grins
Three of his five fingers are missing their tips
Snapping turtle
Lawn mower
He doesn’t tell the story behind the third
Glories and monsters and heroes
Looking under rocks
Lift it up facing away from you
Portuguese Man ‘o War dead on the beach
Stab it with a stick and my arm goes numb
Standing in the motel room
As my parents sit on the bed, reading the field guide
Swimmers, tentacles, stingers
Paralyzed
Drowning
I take a breath
Goosebumped, feeling the sand drying on my skin
“Am I going to die?”
My parents look up, faces blank
Then laugh and laugh and laugh
I think I smile
But I don’t get the joke
So many things in this state could kill you
Poison ivy
Stinging nettles
Greenbriar
Water moccasins
(The kid who showed us his father’s gun)
Alligators
Copperheads
Scorpions
Wolf spiders
Black widows
(The principal who drilled holes in his paddle to make it hurt more)
Yellowjackets
Wasps
Bees
Mosquitos
Chiggers
Ticks
(The drunk drivers the creeps whoever killed that poor girl at the donut store that one scout troop that branded kids on their arms and all the other things we saw but never spoke of)
Asps
Fire ants
Giant water bugs
Whatever it was in that pond that made everyone itchy as hell
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Soloist — Steve Young
Down in the creek
Wading past fluorescent blue liquid draining from a concrete pipe
That adenoma in my jaw
Did it come from Texas?
(And what about the mercury we rolled in our palms?)
(The lead we filed from our goblin figurines?)
(The dust we inhaled while sanding old paint?)
Or is it all unrelated
And what did not kill us
Made us impossibly strong?
Even our pets were vicious
Baby largemouth bass in a 10 gallon tank
Inhaling everything it could fit in its jaws
The tail of a fish nearly its size
Jutting from its mouth while it digested the head
Crawdad walking down the hallway like it owned the joint
Jack Dempseys and bluegills wolfing crickets and June bugs whole
Beautiful baby catfish
Sleek and sinuous
With those terrible spines
Catch one from the ocean and it might paralyze your arm
(Am I gonna die?)
At Big Bend and Monahans
My mom photographs us
Running, laughing, beaming
Peering into rotten logs
Poking in the sand
Look
Look
Look
Look at this!
But lift the rock
Facing away from you
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Soloist — Steve Young
110 Instamatic
The first photograph I ever took?
Hard to make out in grainy black and white
But that’s a cottonmouth caught on a fishing line
Body wrapped around waterlogged willow sticks
That it desperately collected, trying to prevent me from dragging it from the water
I killed it with a rock
So much killing
All entirely normal
Smashing a horsefly
Watching hundreds of tiny wriggling maggots emerge
Cutting up scorpions
With the knife my father returned to me
Slaughtering dozens of sunfish and crappie
Pouring them into the sink, cutting their spines
Fileting and frying
Catching grasshoppers
Pulling off their legs
Roasting them over a tiny fire in the backyard, eating the fat hindleg meat
Knocking down wasp nests, then running, screaming, laughing
We prowled like wolf cubs
Adorable, sharp, and hungry
Bonding through mayhem
Anything poisonous deserved to die
Anything you could eat was fair game
All entirely normal
More knives
A cheap silver pocketknife from one of those grabber games that no one wins
How did I snag that sleek, smooth thing with those metal claws?
A miraculous sign for a hero
Carving his place in the world
A buck knife
An old sheath knife with a deer bone handle
A giant Swiss Army hunting knife
A three foot curved sabre and matching dagger with green velvet sheaths that I bought at the State Fair of Texas at the age of thirteen
I tied them to the foot of my bed
Over a carrion crest of bleached bones and feathers
That I hauled home from woods and fields
All entirely normal
Monsters to the blade
Insects, fish, reptiles, all subject to murder
But songbirds and mammals are nurtured and treasured
Sad eyed raccoon cub wasting away
Baby opossum with a broken back
Lying in the gutter on a bed of fallen flowers, staring up at me with liquid eyes
Looking up as the truck hits the bunny
Running out to watch it die
Could we eat this, too?
Don’t touch the dead.
Bluejays, cardinals, robins
Cedar waxwings, passing through
We put out a house for swallows
Watched the sparrows take it over
Dropping babies fatter than themselves
But not even the birds were innocent
The cat slouches across the lawn
Harried by screaming gray and white
The State Bird
The Mockingbird
The Legislature called him “a fighter for the protection of his home, falling, if need be, in its defense, like any true Texan”
Ridiculous
Would I fall to protect my home?
I’d grab my mother’s hand and run
(Flying and dying)
(Flying and dying)
I want to live
I want us all to live
Look at the grackle
Sleek and sharp with that long paddle tail
Another hundred thousand years and those feathers might plume and fan
Shimmering with weird iridescence
More mineral than flesh and blood
To each other’s eyes they blaze with impossible colors
Bold and proud and ridiculously loud
Like a machine, a mechanical distortion, a cracking sheet of metal
Untouchable, immortal
Make the grackle the state bird
I want that voice
I want that tail
I want to blaze with those colors
But I never held a grackle on my wrist
As my mother held her breath and released the shutter
Together we will return this bird to its nest
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Soloists — Rosa Mondragon-Harris, Juliane Orlandini, Aaron Bourgeois
South Texas
Dip netting in the salt marshes
Gulf killifish, gambusia
Stunned by the shimmer of iridescent blue
On the head of the male sheepshead minnow
On the tail of the male sailfin molly
Just a fragment of the brilliant sheen of the tropical fish I bought from the aquarium store
But these come from here
Texas
Where I belong
(I belong?)
Running at night
Longer, taller, stronger
Three miles to the school and back
A girl I know stops in her big car
She talks to me - smiles
I smile back
And then keep on running
Laughing softly at myself
I didn’t know what to do when the window opened
But I breathe deep the cold air
It’s still so early
(Seventeen)
Anything feels possible
(Immortal)
Late Friday night
Other kids are dating
But I don’t have a car
Still too scared to ask the girl out
And too proud to ask my mom to drive us
So I’m sitting in the playroom
Writing in my spiral notebook journal
(Poems)
With my buck forty nine drugstore fountain pen
(Dear Lord, so many poems)
Watching a storm roll towards the house
Dark, roiling clouds
Impossibly fast but somehow in slow motion
Stunning, booming thunder
I’m alone
But thrilled
(Seventeen)
(Immortal)
The whole world is here
I belong
I belong
I belong
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Still a Scout
Now leading my patrol through the woods
Bodark tree dropping horse apples
Great round fruit evolved for some long-lost herbivore
Mammoths in the scrub
Spiky lumps on the trunks
We used to chew the bark for that tingly numbness
Made a wizard’s staff from a sapling
Follow me
Follow me
Listen to my wisdom
Emerging from the trees to a gulch filled with weeds
But how can you just call them weeds?
Spectacular, tree-high plants with impossibly broad leaves
Velvetleaf, originally from China, cultivated for long, tough fibers and used to make rope and fabric
What’s it doing here in Dallas?
What’s it doing decades later on my street in New York City?
Surging up from cracks in the sidewalk
Huge, resilient, persistent
But don’t fucking call it invasive
Japanese beetles
Asian carp
Chinese virus
Dirty knees, what are these?
English ivy is an invasive species, too
The Mexican ranch hands ask my father if I’m Mexican
Excuse me, are you Jewish?
Arab?
Nez Perce?
Each time I’m almost proud
Then embarrassed at the impulse
I’m not a wizard
This isn’t Middle Earth
I lived in Dallas on Caddo, Comanche, and Wichita land
I live in New York on Lenape land
Theft and grief in every mile
I mumble the acknowledgements in the zoom
Feeling like a fraud
Because I am
Write some fucking checks
(Seriously)
(Note to self)
(Write some more checks)
I belong I belong I belong
Is what I’ve longed for
for so long
This land isn’t my land
It doesn’t belong to me
But I still belong to it?
Statement and a question
How to separate belonging from possession
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Soloists — Trevor Shaw, Erin Yousef, Katrina Saporsantos
It’s been years since I
Stood in the rain
Burned in the sun
Gutted a fish
Watched a rabbit die
Back home at twenty two
Wearing pointy-toed cowboy boots
Bought ‘em here in Texas
But these are city kid shoes with slick leather soles
I’m not hiking through fields
I’m not slogging through mud
Not sweating under the sun
Not even riding my bike
I’m driving
So much driving
Hours and hours at the drop of a hat
(An actual cowboy hat, first one I ever owned, black 2X, too embarrassed to actually ever wear it in public)
My first adult job
Field coordinator for thirty eight West Texas counties
On the phone someone hears “Pach” when I say “Pak” and says I must be Dutch
And I just smile and grunt
And burn with shame for my silence
My friends must have their own stories
Black, Jewish, Mexican American, gay…
(We belong)
(We belong)
(We…?)
And yes we get in those cart and drive
And hope
And drive
And hope
Roaring west at eighty miles an hour
Seven hours later, you still haven’t hit the border
Nothing but vast flatness
A tarantula crawls across the road
I see it clearly from a hundred feet away, as if it were the size of a cat
(Mammoth in the scrub)
The only thing in sight, moving in slow motion
Sudden buzzard rising up from roadkill, passing six inches from my windshield
And the stench of carrion fills my sealed car
(Glory and monsters)
Standing with old white liberal ladies at sunset
So hard and wistful all at once
But drinking in those gilded clouds
“Say what you want about Texas.
“But we got the best skies.”
Look
Look, Gregory
East and south
The River Walk
Swordtails gliding along the bank
Tropical fish from Mexico
Selectively bred to a brilliant red
Just two inches in the stores
But here they’re three or four
Never saw them so giant and bright
I don’t live anywhere for more than a few months at a time
No minnows in my bedroom
But I wish I had a net
Then Austin to Dallas
Leave at eight, get there before noon, whole day ahead of you
Hi Grandpa
He’s stuck inside at the home
Eyes failing
I sent him a cassette tape I made on the road
Did he ever listen to it?
Only my mother would know
Too late to ask her now.
One year the streets were filled with crape myrtles
“Dallas Red”
Glorious color all up ‘til winter
Had they always been there?
Why don’t I remember them?
What else did I never see
Or forget?
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Soloists — Adrienne Pedrotti Bingamon, Nathaniel Fomby
Fucking pandemic
Stuck in the apartment in New York City
In the early days we thought a jogger left a fifty foot toxic plume
Never go outside
So I’m huddled in bed, aching and sweaty, watching YouTube videos of kids in Houston catching mollies, gambusia, and cichlids
And when the fever finally passes
I build back my strength
By cleaning my biggest aquarium
And moving the last few tetras to a smaller tank
These are gentle, soft water fish from South American rainforests
They’re not ready for this
I study water parameters
Alkalinity
Hardness
Buffering
I pay fifty dollars for a box of white rocks from Texas
Worth every cent
And I mail order sheepshead minnows
Still a fucking pandemic
(Forever a fucking pandemic)
They’re delayed by days
But when I open the box
They’re alive
And they thrive
I’m thrilled when the first fry appear
I laugh to friends through my screens
So strange that I’d be so obsessed with these tanks
A tiny, beautiful, controllable environment
In the middle of all this chaos?
What conceivable attraction could that hold?
I don’t carry a knife any longer
Toothless
Clawless
Naked to the world
Flying home for the first time since the virus hit
The clown beside me won’t cover his nose
So I’m wearing a T-shirt over my mask like a bandana
Taking a cab, all windows down
Hot wind in my face
In the cool house, my mother is dying.
Outside, a cat darts across the lawn with a wood duckling in its jaws
I run and yell
The duckling drops
Feathers matted with blood
And bolts for cover
Kids stand under the blazing sun, staring at something I can’t see
It’s the duckling, sitting in the grass, its beak opening and closing, head twisting and thrashing
I tell the kids they don’t need to see this
And they immediately trot away
But I squat there and watch
Until it takes its last breath and lies still
Look
Look, Gregory.
Taking my walk in the morning
Because by nine it’s too fucking hot
And I’m so far from seven years old
(Who cares)
(Who cares)
(Who cares)
The sun could kill me now
There’s a new pathway along the creek
And new fences and barriers
I find a gap
Work my way down to the water
Walk along the white rock shore
And I find a perfect stone
With a tiny, perfect hole
Look
Look
Look at this, Mom
I know you
I remember you
I long for you
I belong to you
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Back in New York
Gazing at the minnows in my tank
Only two left
Four died in the two months I was gone
They’re supposed to be so tough
Surviving in the most toxic water
Where did they go?
Why did they go?
Maybe it was just old age
Maybe it’s not my fault
(Not my fault)
(Not my fault)
(Please Jesus not my fault)
Maybe it’s just
Maybe
Maybe
Duckling twisting its neck
Beak opening and closing opening and closing
Rabbit on the side of the road
Tiniest blade of grass floating down to rest on its unblinking eye
I drop the perfect rock
And a chip flakes off
So fragile
I remember how we used to smash shards of chalk in the creek
Suddenly it feels like I could crush this stone to dust in my bare hand
Chest tight
Eyes so dry I know the tears are coming
But I glue the chip back into place
Imperfect
You’ll always see the seam
(Look)
But the next day I hold it in my hand
(Look…)
and it helps me think of you
(Look, Gregory!)
I know you
I remember you
I long for you
I belong to you
I know you
I remember you
I long for you
I belong to you
I know you
I remember you
I long for you
I belong to you
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SOPRANO
Adrienne Pedrotti Bingamon
Carol Brown
Jennifer Wang
Juliane Orlandini
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Steven Young
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Jennifer Hymel
Kim Vitray
Laurie Willis
Lissa B. Anderson
Lynn Lindsay
Mary Virginia Simon
René Simone
Rich Spainhour
Sherrille Reed
Steven Collins
Dr. Thomas Kolenda
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STAFF
Trevor Shaw, Artistic Director and Principal Conductor
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Juli Orlandini, Art Director and Associate Conductor
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Special thanks to the following donors who served as underwriters for the commissioning of I Belong to You which supported the creation of this new work including the music, text, and artwork.
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Greg Pak
Greg Pak is a Korean American filmmaker and comic book writer best known for his award-winning feature film Robot Stories, his blockbuster comics Planet Hulk and World War Hulk, his original comics Mech Cadet Yu and Ronin Island, and his current work on comics like Darth Vader, Firefly, and Stranger Things.
Pak (rhymes with “rock”) has written over 550 individual comic books. His work includes Ronin Island and Mech Cadet Yu, creator-owned series from BOOM! Studios; Action Comics and Batman/Superman for DC; Battlestar Galactica, John Wick, and James Bond 007 for Dynamite; and Agents of Atlas, Magneto Testament, Storm, Incredible Hercules (co-written with Fred Van Lente), and many, many others for Marvel.
Pak’s Planet Hulk series was adapted into an animated feature and inspired the gladiator Hulk storyline in the Thor: Ragnarok movie. His Mech Cadet Yu series won the 2018 Mike Wieringo Spirit Award and is being adapted into an animated series for Netflix.
Invoke
Described by one pretty important radio guy as “not classical…but not not classical” (David Srebnik, SiriusXM Classical Producer), Invoke continues to successfully dodge even the most valiant attempts at genre classification. The multi-instrumental band’s other not-nots encompass traditions from across America, including bluegrass, Appalachian fiddle tunes, jazz, and minimalism. Invoke weaves all of these styles together to create truly individual music, written by and for the group. Equally at home in a collaborative setting, Invoke has performed with musicians from widely varying genres, from the Ensō Quartet, to chamber rock powerhouse San Fermin, to beatboxer/rapper/ spoons virtuoso Christylez Bacon.
Geoff Manyin — Cello
Karl Mitze — Viola, Mandolin
Nick Montopoli — Violin, Banjo
Zach Matteson — Violin
Ethan Shaw
Ethan Shaw, Chili Cold Blood
https://chilicoldblood.bandcamp.com/
Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Ks0lEn_5GA
Chili Cold Blood has been seducing and pummeling the world with their "Black and Blues" for almost 20 years. From their home in Austin, TX, to Alaska, France, and all points in-between, they've become cult favorites with a large following of loyal fans. Their unique combination of two vocals, steel guitar, guitar, and drums form the base for the heavy grooves and blistering solos CCB is known for.
Ann Smith, Watercolors
Ann Smith is best known for her lush, expressive large-scale watercolors. Her award-winning paintings have been exhibited by numerous prestigious watercolor societies and featured in many publications. Although she is no longer entering shows or teaching workshops, she continues to paint with passion and enjoys exhibiting her work
“Painting is like dancing on paper. Feeling movement, making shapes, exploring space, and savoring the joy of commitment to an art captivate me. If a painting has a mood, a certain grace, and perhaps some exciting passages, it has succeeded. Usually begun without a plan, each unfinished piece reflects a thoughtful, unhurried personal quest.”
Website: https://www.annsmithwatercolors.com/
Ethan Young
Ethan Young was born and raised in NYC. He is an award-winning cartoonist, prolific cover artist, and is currently a Character Designer at Marvel Studios Animation.
His graphic novels include NANJING: The Burning City (winner of the 2016 Reuben Award for Best Graphic Novel, along with Eisner and Harvey nominations), The Dragon Path, Space Bear, Life Between Panels, and The Battles of Bridget Lee.
Young has also contributed to comic anthologies FIREFLY: Watch How I Soar and COMIC BOOK TATTOO: Tales Inspired by Tori Amos.
His comic book covers include: DC’s Dark Crisis, The Walking Dead, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Usagi Yojimbo, Stranger Things, Buffy, Angel, Firefly, Ronin Island, Eve, Terminator, Department of Truth, Something Is Killing The Children, Magic The Gathering, GRIM, and What’s The Furthest Place From Here?
Sean Chen
Chen is a graduate of Carnegie Mellon University where he received a bachelor's degree in industrial design. He started his career after being discovered by Barry Windsor-Smith. He began his career at Valiant Comics, penciling their flagship title, X-O Manowar, as well as Bloodshot, Harbinger, and Rai and the Future Force. His debut book, RFF #9, sold over 900,000 copies.
After Valiant, he then moved on to Marvel Comics, where he drew Iron Man for over three years. His other works include Wolverine, Elektra, and the maxi-series X-Men: The End
Chen also lends his talents to Marvel's Creative Services Division where he contributes to style guides and licensing art, including box cover illustrations for the Iron Man video game and various promotional items such as lunchboxes, T-shirts, and posters.
Currently, Chen is the regular artist on the monthly Nova series from Marvel. Aside from comic books, he applies his creative talents by designing furniture and home renovations, specializing in kitchens and molded concrete countertops. He has also started a new line of designer toys and figurines.
Shing Yin Khor
I'm an installation artist, cartoonist, and experienced designer exploring mythic Americana, new human rituals, and collaborative worldbuilding. I am the author of The American Dream?, a graphic novel memoir about driving Route 66, which was one of NPR’s best books of 2019, and The Legend of Auntie Po, a historical fiction graphic novel about a young logging camp cook in the Sierra Nevadas telling Paul Bunyan tales.
As a cartoonist, my work has been published in The Toast, Catapult, The Nib, Electric Literature, Upworthy, and Bitch Magazine. I create comics at the intersection of race, gender, immigrant stories, and queerness.
Website: https://shingkhor.com/
Dustinn Craig
(White Mountain Apache/Navajo)
Dustinn Craig grew up in Arizona, living in White River on the Fort Apache Reservation and later in Window Rock on the Navajo Reservation. As a teenager, Craig began making skateboarding videos of himself and his friends. But with fatherhood arriving early, he decided to create "something I hoped my kids would see and watch someday." This led to his short film I Belong to This, a personal documentary in the 2003 PBS documentary series Matters of Race. In 2005 he was awarded the National Video Resources Media Artists Fellowship for a documentary on skateboarding at Fort Apache, Ride through Genocide
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Inversion is a collection of vocal ensembles dedicated to commissioning and performing timely new works by living composers. Inversion presents themed concerts on myriad topics including LGBTQIA+ rights, racial justice, immigration, climate change, and democratic rights, as well as space exploration, philosophy, natural science, and the ancient elements. Inversion advocates for inclusion through outreach with local public schools, college partners, and annual emerging composer contests.