Inversion presents

I Belong to You

Saturday, June 25, 2022, at 7:30 PM

Trevor F. Shaw, Conductor
Invoke, Guest Artists
Ethan Shaw, Steel Guitar
Greg Pak, Author and Narrator
Joseph Choi, Rehearsal Pianist 
Juliane Orlandini, Visual Presentation
Patrick Schaider, Audio Engineering and Recording
Catherine Spainhour and Adrienne Inglis, Videography
Carol Brown, Video Editing

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Program

Click next to each song title for program notes and soloist credits.

All musical selections on tonight’s program are world premiere performances with the exception of “The Ballad of the One-Armed Man.”

  • We woke up to thunder, the sky was turning green

    The weatherman said “Take cover”, so we did

    And the rain made rainbows on the ground

    The sun shone on a tapestry of blue

    We waited until the days were equal

    And there were just as many sunny ones as dark

    We waited for the seeds that we had planted to take root

    Before they washed away again

    Spring was a long time coming, we watched the wildflowers bloom

    And we could see things differently

    Blue, orange, pink, yellow

    White, magenta, red, purple

    We thought the season had changed, well, maybe it hasn’t

    And I’m starting to believe maybe it never will

    But every so often, the clouds clear for a moment

    And new green life is visible

    Spring was a long time coming, we watched the wildflowers bloom

    And we could see things differently

    Our first April.

    Text by the composer, ©2017, 2022 Marjorie Halloran Music (ASCAP)

    Program note | Starting around late March/early April, the hill country of central Texas explodes into multicolored bloom as millions of wildflowers appear on every highway and roadside. Inspired in large part by Lady Bird Johnson’s love of the natural beauty of Texas, the Highway Beautification Act was signed into law in 1965, and the Texas Department of Transportation sows about 30,000 pounds of wildflower seeds every year to ensure future growth. When I moved to Texas, the first year was difficult as I acclimated to a new culture and environment. I found solace in the beauty of these wildflowers that first April, and this song was the result of that experience.

    The wildflowers depicted in the song, in order of color:

    Blue: Bluebonnet (Lupinus texensis)

    Orange: Indian paintbrush (Castilleja indivisa)

    Pink: Pink evening primrose (Oenothera speciosa )

    Yellow: Black-eyed Susan (Rudbeckia hirta )

    White: Blackfoot daisy (Melampodium leucanthum)

    Magenta: Winecup (Callirhoe involucrata)

    Red: Fire wheel (Gaillardia pulchella)

    Purple: Prairie verbena (Glandularia bipinnatifida)

    http://www.wildflower.org

  • O Lord, I want to buy her a diamond!
    O Lord, I want to buy her a ring!
    But I ain't got no money, no I ain't got no money,
    no I ain't got no money and my arm's in a sling.

    Cain't work for to make my livin';
    broke my arm clean through haulin' Georgia wood.
    Now my gal is way down in Lumpkin County,
    and I cain't afford no ticket and this arm's no good.

    (Refrain)

    My life is full of constant heartache,
    but I think, O Lord, that I've found the cure:
    she's a pretty little red-headed vixen from Georgia.
    She tempts me to evil and my heart ain't pure.

    So I've found us a Preacher Man.
    He will say the words on our wedding day.
    But my arm is broken and he charged me a dollar.
    He'll preach no sermon if I cain't afford to pay.

    (Refrain)

    Thank the Lord, He fin'lly healed my affliction.
    I'm headed south by train down from Tennessee.
    Lord, I pray before the wedding that You keep me holy
    cause I'm bound to do some evil now my arm got free.

    O Lord, I done bought her a diamond!
    O Lord, I done bought her a ring!
    But I ain't all that holy,
    Lord, I ain't all that holy
    No, I ain't all that holy since the Lord healed me!
    No, I ain't all that holy since the Lord healed me!

    Program note | I spent many of my most formative years living in Dahlonega, GA, a wonderful small town in Lumpkin County nestled in the mountains of north Georgia. Dahlonega is known for its festivals, folk art, and bluegrass music, all of which permeate the atmosphere of the town's beautiful courthouse square and neighboring University of North Georgia. In 1828, Dahlonega was the epicenter of a major gold rush, spawning many stories and legends, as well as the oft-repeated phrase "There's gold in them thar hills!" Dear Appalachia is a set of three fictional songs inspired by my childhood home, two of which I was honored to record with Salt Creek, a bluegrass band made up of some great grad school buddies. Dear Appalachia is an homage to the vistas and woodland trails which form many of the most treasured memories of my youth.—Timothy Michael Powell

  • Program note | The oratorio I Belong to You/Motherland finds its beginnings in a conversation I had with Robbie LaBanca in early 2019. I’d been working out an idea for nearly a year, at that point, to construct an oratorio for Inversion based on a fantasy story. I thought it would be great to commission an author to write the narrative and have different artists create images for various parts of the story to project on a screen while the music was performed. When I finally brought up the concept to Robbie, he immediately suggested we work with an author and an artist to create a comic book for source material. It was the missing piece I’d been searching for. Robbie used connections from his days working in the comics world to reach out to author Greg Pak, who, to my surprise, was instantly on board.

    Greg is best known for telling stories about superheroes, like the Hulk, and about villains like Darth Vader. Over the next year, discussions between those of us in Inversion and Greg revealed that Greg was pulling us in a very different direction. It was becoming apparent that his life story, particularly his childhood in Texas, was the one he wanted and needed to tell. When someone of Greg’s reputation is as passionate as he was about a concept, you go with it! Each draft of the script was progressively more personal and profound. Because this work was starting to feel so important, I believed the creation of the music for the oratorio was an experience best shared by the three co-founders of Inversion, Robbie, Adrienne Inglis, and me. We understand one another and we quickly recognize the quirks present in each other’s musical language. I’ve often said that there is a deep sense of responsibility for a composer when setting the words of a living author, but to work on something like this, something that meant so much to Greg, was an onus impelling the three of us to a degree we seldom encounter. As the artwork from the artists Greg had chosen to illustrate his story started trickling in, we only found ourselves more inspired.

    After assigning sections of the text to each of the three composers, I wrote some simple four-to-eight measure themes we could individually incorporate to keep some related threads tying our very different compositional styles together. We had the advantage of knowing that Invoke would be joining us from the start, even before we knew what this project was going to be. Their musical flexibility and ability to swap instruments added an extra element of joy to the creative process, as did the later addition of my brother, steel guitarist Ethan Shaw.

    The final product is sometimes beautifully simple, sometimes harshly challenging. It must be that way when telling the story of a person’s life, and all the more so when exploring the bigger concept of belonging. I Belong to You/Motherland asks us what it means to feel welcome in your homeland and who the people are that make us feel that way. It asks us to look again with fresh eyes upon the world we grew up in- the people, the culture, the animals, plants, and weather.

    I’m unashamed to say I’m proud of what we’ve created and I’m proud of Inversion for so fully bringing it to life. Many thanks to Greg Pak and to all who made this production possible.

    Trevor F. Shaw
    June 2022

  • Soloists — Carol Brown, Rosa Mondragon-Harris

    Picture the boy

    Caught in his mother’s camera

    Small but sturdy

    Browned by the sun

    Gazing with unreadable eyes

    At the mockingbird chick on his wrist

    Observing (the bird)

    Observed (by his mother)

    Taking it in

    Being taken in

    Quietly enfolded protected guided beloved

    The mockingbird fell from the hanging plant where its mother built her nest

    Someday you will fall through the cracks in the nest I have built

    Together we will return this bird to its nest

    Together we will prepare you for the day you fly free

    Who’s singing to whom

    (Who’s singing to whom)

    (Who’s singing to whom)

    No one says this out loud

    But we’re all preparing the ones we love

    For flying and dying

    (Flying and dying)

    (Flying and dying)

  • Soloist — Gregory Hilliard

    Texas

    Impossibly huge sky

    Deepest blue

    Whitest clouds

    Blazing, burning, unbearable heat

    That you don’t even think about when you’re seven

    (Don’t even think)

    (Don’t even think)

    Just

    Running wild

    Tearing open your knees a hundred times and crying and jumping up again because who cares

    (Who cares)

    (Who cares)

    Laughing and tumbling

    Burned and peeling

    Ripping through the world

    Then pulling up short, staring

    As the swan on the lake

    Kills baby ducklings

    And snapping turtles drag them down from below

    Rabbit torn to pieces

    Intestines in the front yard

    Sharp-eyed hawk on the utility pole

    Dalmatians down the street

    Unleashed, staring hungrily from their porch

    Cottonmouth coiled thick on the rocks

    Kill it or die

    Found the scales of an alligator gar on the muddy bank

    Like shark teeth hundreds of miles from the sea

    Dinosaurs among us

    A world of glories and monsters

    Living and dying

    Glories and monsters

    Thriving and killing

  • We barrel together through dirt and sun

    Exploring dreaming bonding belonging

    Fellowship danger adventure joy

    The kids I know are awesome

    It’s the new kids

    I have to watch out for

    Merry-go-round

    Smells like iron and blood

    A friend takes my hand

    Another kid yells “fag”

    Visiting a church

    Kid stares with sharp eyes

    Says he was pretty sure I was Jewish

    Pack of Cub Scouts in the park

    I’m a Cub Scout, too!

    I run over, hand raised

    And they surround me

    “Chinese Japanese dirty knees”

    I’m Korean, you fucking racists

    Sitting at a park bench at Boy Scout camp in the blazing heat

    carving lines down the sides of a swastika someone else gouged in the gray wood

    to turn it into four innocuous squares

    They don’t know what I am

    Just that I’m different

    Just different enough

    Walking home, burning with anger

    Stepping inside, away from the heat

    No matter how bright the electric lights are

    It’s dark in the house

    When you leave the blazing white sun

    My mother calls from the kitchen

    Years later she tells me she remembers

    Her boy coming home silent and angry

    But never knowing why

    I say nothing out loud

    Only to myself

    (I belong)

    (I belong)

    (I belong)

    (I belong)

    In my mom’s photographs

    I’m squatting in the grass

    Peering at an invisible bug

    She’s not in the photo

    But this is a picture of her

    Brimming with love

    Studying her beautiful boy

    Who’s studying this beautiful world

    She saved this moment

    So we can return to it forever

    And remember what it felt like to be so kind and open and new

    Look

    Look!

    And look at that!

    Gregory, look at that!

  • Big vegetable garden in the front yard

    The FRONT yard

    Sunflowers

    Mighty rows of corn

    Zinnias and marigolds all summer long

    Pansies in the fall

    Dazzled strangers pull over to take pictures

    Kohlrabi

    (Which we pronounced colla robby)

    Did anyone else in the whole state grow and eat that?

    My father hunched in the loam

    Dead dirt he kneaded and nurtured year after year

    Until it gave back so much glory

    White T-shirt, black socks

    They thought he was a Japanese gardener

    Working working working

    Glorious explosion of asparagus

    Do you know how many years it takes to grow that kind of patch?

    He did this

    Alone in that yard

    Always there when he wasn’t at his desk

    Just few yards away from us

    Like the cat he hated but who followed him across the yard

    Never looking at him

    But never more than twenty feet away, lolling in the sun

    A stunning, silent accomplishment

    But all I see is the crabgrass

    Henbit

    Dandelion

    The weeds I’m supposed to tear from the lawn

    Why are they weeds?

    (Why am I here?)

    Aren’t they pretty?

    (Am I in trouble?)

    Shouldn’t they live?

    (Or more to the point why am I here instead of in my warm bed reading a book?)

    Seething under my father’s watch

    Ingrate

    No thanks given in this Thursday rain

  • Soloist — Melody Chang

    Glories and monsters

    And heroes

    My father gives me a Swiss Army knife

    Swords and daggers

    Be prepared

    I immediately cut open my finger

    Then wrap the wound in toilet paper

    My father follows the trail of blood

    And finds me hiding in bed

    He doesn’t yell

    He takes me to the emergency room

    And they give me three stitches

    I’m sobbing

    But the doctor says I’m brave and calls me tiger

    Wrong monster

    This is Texas

    Maybe hawk

    Coyote

    Javelina

    But my father laughs and takes me home

    From the other room I hear him chuckling as he repeats the story to my mother

    Tiger

    Brave

    Good boy

    I’m not in trouble

    Not in trouble

    Not in trouble

    I belong

    I belong

    I belong

  • Soloists — Katrina Saporsantos, Robbie LaBanca

    Hot fucking sun blazing off the creek bed’s white rock

    Dry mouth

    Drone of cicadas

    Walking through cool, rippling water

    Nothing to drink

    Don’t like the weather?

    Wait fifteen minutes

    Wait fifteen--

    Oh wait I meant five

    Monstrous explosion of sound and light

    We should have been terrified

    (Who cares)

    (Who cares)

    But we laughed and ran, arms spread, letting the rain soak us through

    No adult ever thought to stop us

    “You won’t melt”

    And we didn’t

    Fearless, immortal

    Waiting for the bus in a downpour

    Hiking miles in the rain

    Soaked through

    Each foot caked with ten pounds of mud

    I wasn’t fast

    I wasn’t strong

    But I could endure

    Great cracks echo across the lake

    Branches sheathed in ice

    Trunks split asunder

    The tree’s so huge it seems like it should live forever

    But willows are fragile

    Saw it diminish, year by year, ripping and falling

    Came home from college and it was gone

    Cedar elms

    Tricky raking up all those tiny, hard leaves

    One year they vanished, too

    But my parents kept the live oaks

    Long twisty branches, low to the ground

    Middle Earth

    Every decade another great limb falls

    But the tree endures

  • Soloist — Jennifer Wang

    The bed of the dusty truck in the next door driveway

    Is filled with corpses

    Pronghorns

    White tail deer

    Javelinas

    Antlers and tusks and hooves

    The man shows us his hand and grins

    Three of his five fingers are missing their tips

    Snapping turtle

    Lawn mower

    He doesn’t tell the story behind the third

    Glories and monsters and heroes

    Looking under rocks

    Lift it up facing away from you

    Portuguese Man ‘o War dead on the beach

    Stab it with a stick and my arm goes numb

    Standing in the motel room

    As my parents sit on the bed, reading the field guide

    Swimmers, tentacles, stingers

    Paralyzed

    Drowning

    I take a breath

    Goosebumped, feeling the sand drying on my skin

    “Am I going to die?”

    My parents look up, faces blank

    Then laugh and laugh and laugh

    I think I smile

    But I don’t get the joke

    So many things in this state could kill you

    Poison ivy

    Stinging nettles

    Greenbriar

    Water moccasins

    (The kid who showed us his father’s gun)

    Alligators

    Copperheads

    Scorpions

    Wolf spiders

    Black widows

    (The principal who drilled holes in his paddle to make it hurt more)

    Yellowjackets

    Wasps

    Bees

    Mosquitos

    Chiggers

    Ticks

    (The drunk drivers the creeps whoever killed that poor girl at the donut store that one scout troop that branded kids on their arms and all the other things we saw but never spoke of)

    Asps

    Fire ants

    Giant water bugs

    Whatever it was in that pond that made everyone itchy as hell

  • Soloist — Steve Young

    Down in the creek

    Wading past fluorescent blue liquid draining from a concrete pipe

    That adenoma in my jaw

    Did it come from Texas?

    (And what about the mercury we rolled in our palms?)

    (The lead we filed from our goblin figurines?)

    (The dust we inhaled while sanding old paint?)

    Or is it all unrelated

    And what did not kill us

    Made us impossibly strong?

    Even our pets were vicious

    Baby largemouth bass in a 10 gallon tank

    Inhaling everything it could fit in its jaws

    The tail of a fish nearly its size

    Jutting from its mouth while it digested the head

    Crawdad walking down the hallway like it owned the joint

    Jack Dempseys and bluegills wolfing crickets and June bugs whole

    Beautiful baby catfish

    Sleek and sinuous

    With those terrible spines

    Catch one from the ocean and it might paralyze your arm

    (Am I gonna die?)

    At Big Bend and Monahans

    My mom photographs us

    Running, laughing, beaming

    Peering into rotten logs

    Poking in the sand

    Look

    Look

    Look

    Look at this!

    But lift the rock

    Facing away from you

  • Soloist — Steve Young

    110 Instamatic

    The first photograph I ever took?

    Hard to make out in grainy black and white

    But that’s a cottonmouth caught on a fishing line

    Body wrapped around waterlogged willow sticks

    That it desperately collected, trying to prevent me from dragging it from the water

    I killed it with a rock

    So much killing

    All entirely normal

    Smashing a horsefly

    Watching hundreds of tiny wriggling maggots emerge

    Cutting up scorpions

    With the knife my father returned to me

    Slaughtering dozens of sunfish and crappie

    Pouring them into the sink, cutting their spines

    Fileting and frying

    Catching grasshoppers

    Pulling off their legs

    Roasting them over a tiny fire in the backyard, eating the fat hindleg meat

    Knocking down wasp nests, then running, screaming, laughing

    We prowled like wolf cubs

    Adorable, sharp, and hungry

    Bonding through mayhem

    Anything poisonous deserved to die

    Anything you could eat was fair game

    All entirely normal

    More knives

    A cheap silver pocketknife from one of those grabber games that no one wins

    How did I snag that sleek, smooth thing with those metal claws?

    A miraculous sign for a hero

    Carving his place in the world

    A buck knife

    An old sheath knife with a deer bone handle

    A giant Swiss Army hunting knife

    A three foot curved sabre and matching dagger with green velvet sheaths that I bought at the State Fair of Texas at the age of thirteen

    I tied them to the foot of my bed

    Over a carrion crest of bleached bones and feathers

    That I hauled home from woods and fields

    All entirely normal

    Monsters to the blade

    Insects, fish, reptiles, all subject to murder

    But songbirds and mammals are nurtured and treasured

    Sad eyed raccoon cub wasting away

    Baby opossum with a broken back

    Lying in the gutter on a bed of fallen flowers, staring up at me with liquid eyes

    Looking up as the truck hits the bunny

    Running out to watch it die

    Could we eat this, too?

    Don’t touch the dead.

    Bluejays, cardinals, robins

    Cedar waxwings, passing through

    We put out a house for swallows

    Watched the sparrows take it over

    Dropping babies fatter than themselves

    But not even the birds were innocent

    The cat slouches across the lawn

    Harried by screaming gray and white

    The State Bird

    The Mockingbird

    The Legislature called him “a fighter for the protection of his home, falling, if need be, in its defense, like any true Texan”

    Ridiculous

    Would I fall to protect my home?

    I’d grab my mother’s hand and run

    (Flying and dying)

    (Flying and dying)

    I want to live

    I want us all to live

    Look at the grackle

    Sleek and sharp with that long paddle tail

    Another hundred thousand years and those feathers might plume and fan

    Shimmering with weird iridescence

    More mineral than flesh and blood

    To each other’s eyes they blaze with impossible colors

    Bold and proud and ridiculously loud

    Like a machine, a mechanical distortion, a cracking sheet of metal

    Untouchable, immortal

    Make the grackle the state bird

    I want that voice

    I want that tail

    I want to blaze with those colors

    But I never held a grackle on my wrist

    As my mother held her breath and released the shutter

    Together we will return this bird to its nest

  • Soloists — Rosa Mondragon-Harris, Juliane Orlandini, Aaron Bourgeois

    South Texas

    Dip netting in the salt marshes

    Gulf killifish, gambusia

    Stunned by the shimmer of iridescent blue

    On the head of the male sheepshead minnow

    On the tail of the male sailfin molly

    Just a fragment of the brilliant sheen of the tropical fish I bought from the aquarium store

    But these come from here

    Texas

    Where I belong

    (I belong?)

    Running at night

    Longer, taller, stronger

    Three miles to the school and back

    A girl I know stops in her big car

    She talks to me - smiles

    I smile back

    And then keep on running

    Laughing softly at myself

    I didn’t know what to do when the window opened

    But I breathe deep the cold air

    It’s still so early

    (Seventeen)

    Anything feels possible

    (Immortal)

    Late Friday night

    Other kids are dating

    But I don’t have a car

    Still too scared to ask the girl out

    And too proud to ask my mom to drive us

    So I’m sitting in the playroom

    Writing in my spiral notebook journal

    (Poems)

    With my buck forty nine drugstore fountain pen

    (Dear Lord, so many poems)

    Watching a storm roll towards the house

    Dark, roiling clouds

    Impossibly fast but somehow in slow motion

    Stunning, booming thunder

    I’m alone

    But thrilled

    (Seventeen)

    (Immortal)

    The whole world is here

    I belong

    I belong

    I belong

  • Still a Scout

    Now leading my patrol through the woods

    Bodark tree dropping horse apples

    Great round fruit evolved for some long-lost herbivore

    Mammoths in the scrub

    Spiky lumps on the trunks

    We used to chew the bark for that tingly numbness

    Made a wizard’s staff from a sapling

    Follow me

    Follow me

    Listen to my wisdom

    Emerging from the trees to a gulch filled with weeds

    But how can you just call them weeds?

    Spectacular, tree-high plants with impossibly broad leaves

    Velvetleaf, originally from China, cultivated for long, tough fibers and used to make rope and fabric

    What’s it doing here in Dallas?

    What’s it doing decades later on my street in New York City?

    Surging up from cracks in the sidewalk

    Huge, resilient, persistent

    But don’t fucking call it invasive

    Japanese beetles

    Asian carp

    Chinese virus

    Dirty knees, what are these?

    English ivy is an invasive species, too

    The Mexican ranch hands ask my father if I’m Mexican

    Excuse me, are you Jewish?

    Arab?

    Nez Perce?

    Each time I’m almost proud

    Then embarrassed at the impulse

    I’m not a wizard

    This isn’t Middle Earth

    I lived in Dallas on Caddo, Comanche, and Wichita land

    I live in New York on Lenape land

    Theft and grief in every mile

    I mumble the acknowledgements in the zoom

    Feeling like a fraud

    Because I am

    Write some fucking checks

    (Seriously)

    (Note to self)

    (Write some more checks)

    I belong I belong I belong

    Is what I’ve longed for

    for so long

    This land isn’t my land

    It doesn’t belong to me

    But I still belong to it?

    Statement and a question

    How to separate belonging from possession

  • Soloists — Trevor Shaw, Erin Yousef, Katrina Saporsantos

    It’s been years since I

    Stood in the rain

    Burned in the sun

    Gutted a fish

    Watched a rabbit die

    Back home at twenty two

    Wearing pointy-toed cowboy boots

    Bought ‘em here in Texas

    But these are city kid shoes with slick leather soles

    I’m not hiking through fields

    I’m not slogging through mud

    Not sweating under the sun

    Not even riding my bike

    I’m driving

    So much driving

    Hours and hours at the drop of a hat

    (An actual cowboy hat, first one I ever owned, black 2X, too embarrassed to actually ever wear it in public)

    My first adult job

    Field coordinator for thirty eight West Texas counties

    On the phone someone hears “Pach” when I say “Pak” and says I must be Dutch

    And I just smile and grunt

    And burn with shame for my silence

    My friends must have their own stories

    Black, Jewish, Mexican American, gay…

    (We belong)

    (We belong)

    (We…?)

    And yes we get in those cart and drive

    And hope

    And drive

    And hope

    Roaring west at eighty miles an hour

    Seven hours later, you still haven’t hit the border

    Nothing but vast flatness

    A tarantula crawls across the road

    I see it clearly from a hundred feet away, as if it were the size of a cat

    (Mammoth in the scrub)

    The only thing in sight, moving in slow motion

    Sudden buzzard rising up from roadkill, passing six inches from my windshield

    And the stench of carrion fills my sealed car

    (Glory and monsters)

    Standing with old white liberal ladies at sunset

    So hard and wistful all at once

    But drinking in those gilded clouds

    “Say what you want about Texas.

    “But we got the best skies.”

    Look

    Look, Gregory

    East and south

    The River Walk

    Swordtails gliding along the bank

    Tropical fish from Mexico

    Selectively bred to a brilliant red

    Just two inches in the stores

    But here they’re three or four

    Never saw them so giant and bright

    I don’t live anywhere for more than a few months at a time

    No minnows in my bedroom

    But I wish I had a net

    Then Austin to Dallas

    Leave at eight, get there before noon, whole day ahead of you

    Hi Grandpa

    He’s stuck inside at the home

    Eyes failing

    I sent him a cassette tape I made on the road

    Did he ever listen to it?

    Only my mother would know

    Too late to ask her now.

    One year the streets were filled with crape myrtles

    “Dallas Red”

    Glorious color all up ‘til winter

    Had they always been there?

    Why don’t I remember them?

    What else did I never see

    Or forget?

  • Soloists — Adrienne Pedrotti Bingamon, Nathaniel Fomby

    Fucking pandemic

    Stuck in the apartment in New York City

    In the early days we thought a jogger left a fifty foot toxic plume

    Never go outside

    So I’m huddled in bed, aching and sweaty, watching YouTube videos of kids in Houston catching mollies, gambusia, and cichlids

    And when the fever finally passes

    I build back my strength

    By cleaning my biggest aquarium

    And moving the last few tetras to a smaller tank

    These are gentle, soft water fish from South American rainforests

    They’re not ready for this

    I study water parameters

    Alkalinity

    Hardness

    Buffering

    I pay fifty dollars for a box of white rocks from Texas

    Worth every cent

    And I mail order sheepshead minnows

    Still a fucking pandemic

    (Forever a fucking pandemic)

    They’re delayed by days

    But when I open the box

    They’re alive

    And they thrive

    I’m thrilled when the first fry appear

    I laugh to friends through my screens

    So strange that I’d be so obsessed with these tanks

    A tiny, beautiful, controllable environment

    In the middle of all this chaos?

    What conceivable attraction could that hold?

    I don’t carry a knife any longer

    Toothless

    Clawless

    Naked to the world

    Flying home for the first time since the virus hit

    The clown beside me won’t cover his nose

    So I’m wearing a T-shirt over my mask like a bandana

    Taking a cab, all windows down

    Hot wind in my face

    In the cool house, my mother is dying.

    Outside, a cat darts across the lawn with a wood duckling in its jaws

    I run and yell

    The duckling drops

    Feathers matted with blood

    And bolts for cover

    Kids stand under the blazing sun, staring at something I can’t see

    It’s the duckling, sitting in the grass, its beak opening and closing, head twisting and thrashing

    I tell the kids they don’t need to see this

    And they immediately trot away

    But I squat there and watch

    Until it takes its last breath and lies still

    Look

    Look, Gregory.

    Taking my walk in the morning

    Because by nine it’s too fucking hot

    And I’m so far from seven years old

    (Who cares)

    (Who cares)

    (Who cares)

    The sun could kill me now

    There’s a new pathway along the creek

    And new fences and barriers

    I find a gap

    Work my way down to the water

    Walk along the white rock shore

    And I find a perfect stone

    With a tiny, perfect hole

    Look

    Look

    Look at this, Mom

    I know you

    I remember you

    I long for you

    I belong to you

  • Back in New York

    Gazing at the minnows in my tank

    Only two left

    Four died in the two months I was gone

    They’re supposed to be so tough

    Surviving in the most toxic water

    Where did they go?

    Why did they go?

    Maybe it was just old age

    Maybe it’s not my fault

    (Not my fault)

    (Not my fault)

    (Please Jesus not my fault)

    Maybe it’s just

    Maybe

    Maybe

    Duckling twisting its neck

    Beak opening and closing opening and closing

    Rabbit on the side of the road

    Tiniest blade of grass floating down to rest on its unblinking eye

    I drop the perfect rock

    And a chip flakes off

    So fragile

    I remember how we used to smash shards of chalk in the creek

    Suddenly it feels like I could crush this stone to dust in my bare hand

    Chest tight

    Eyes so dry I know the tears are coming

    But I glue the chip back into place

    Imperfect

    You’ll always see the seam

    (Look)

    But the next day I hold it in my hand

    (Look…)

    and it helps me think of you

    (Look, Gregory!)

    I know you

    I remember you

    I long for you

    I belong to you

    I know you

    I remember you

    I long for you

    I belong to you

    I know you

    I remember you

    I long for you

    I belong to you

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Greg Pak

Greg Pak is a Korean American filmmaker and comic book writer best known for his award-winning feature film Robot Stories, his blockbuster comics Planet Hulk and World War Hulk, his original comics Mech Cadet Yu and Ronin Island, and his current work on comics like Darth Vader, Firefly, and Stranger Things.

Pak (rhymes with “rock”) has written over 550 individual comic books. His work includes Ronin Island and Mech Cadet Yu, creator-owned series from BOOM! Studios; Action Comics and Batman/Superman for DC; Battlestar Galactica, John Wick, and James Bond 007 for Dynamite; and Agents of Atlas, Magneto Testament, Storm, Incredible Hercules (co-written with Fred Van Lente), and many, many others for Marvel.

Pak’s Planet Hulk series was adapted into an animated feature and inspired the gladiator Hulk storyline in the Thor: Ragnarok movie. His Mech Cadet Yu series won the 2018 Mike Wieringo Spirit Award and is being adapted into an animated series for Netflix.

https://gregpak.com


Invoke

Described by one pretty important radio guy as “not classical…but not not classical” (David Srebnik, SiriusXM Classical Producer), Invoke continues to successfully dodge even the most valiant attempts at genre classification. The multi-instrumental band’s other not-nots encompass traditions from across America, including bluegrass, Appalachian fiddle tunes, jazz, and minimalism. Invoke weaves all of these styles together to create truly individual music, written by and for the group. Equally at home in a collaborative setting, Invoke has performed with musicians from widely varying genres, from the Ensō Quartet, to chamber rock powerhouse San Fermin, to beatboxer/rapper/ spoons virtuoso Christylez Bacon.

Geoff Manyin — Cello
Karl Mitze — Viola, Mandolin
Nick Montopoli — Violin, Banjo
Zach Matteson — Violin

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Ethan Shaw

Ethan Shaw, Chili Cold Blood
https://chilicoldblood.bandcamp.com/

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Ks0lEn_5GA

Chili Cold Blood has been seducing and pummeling the world with their "Black and Blues" for almost 20 years. From their home in Austin, TX, to Alaska, France, and all points in-between, they've become cult favorites with a large following of loyal fans. Their unique combination of two vocals, steel guitar, guitar, and drums form the base for the heavy grooves and blistering solos CCB is known for.


Ann Smith, Watercolors

Ann Smith is best known for her lush, expressive large-scale watercolors. Her award-winning paintings have been exhibited by numerous prestigious watercolor societies and featured in many publications. Although she is no longer entering shows or teaching workshops, she continues to paint with passion and enjoys exhibiting her work

“Painting is like dancing on paper. Feeling movement, making shapes, exploring space, and savoring the joy of commitment to an art captivate me. If a painting has a mood, a certain grace, and perhaps some exciting passages, it has succeeded. Usually begun without a plan, each unfinished piece reflects a thoughtful, unhurried personal quest.”

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Ethan Young

Ethan Young was born and raised in NYC. He is an award-winning cartoonist, prolific cover artist, and is currently a Character Designer at Marvel Studios Animation.

His graphic novels include NANJING: The Burning City (winner of the 2016 Reuben Award for Best Graphic Novel, along with Eisner and Harvey nominations), The Dragon Path, Space Bear, Life Between Panels, and The Battles of Bridget Lee.

Young has also contributed to comic anthologies FIREFLY: Watch How I Soar and COMIC BOOK TATTOO: Tales Inspired by Tori Amos.

His comic book covers include: DC’s Dark Crisis, The Walking Dead, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Usagi Yojimbo, Stranger Things, Buffy, Angel, Firefly, Ronin Island, Eve, Terminator, Department of Truth, Something Is Killing The Children, Magic The Gathering, GRIM, and What’s The Furthest Place From Here?

Website: https://www.youngillustrations.com/bio


Sean Chen

Chen is a graduate of Carnegie Mellon University where he received a bachelor's degree in industrial design. He started his career after being discovered by Barry Windsor-Smith. He began his career at Valiant Comics, penciling their flagship title, X-O Manowar, as well as Bloodshot, Harbinger, and Rai and the Future Force. His debut book, RFF #9, sold over 900,000 copies.

After Valiant, he then moved on to Marvel Comics, where he drew Iron Man for over three years. His other works include Wolverine, Elektra, and the maxi-series X-Men: The End

Chen also lends his talents to Marvel's Creative Services Division where he contributes to style guides and licensing art, including box cover illustrations for the Iron Man video game and various promotional items such as lunchboxes, T-shirts, and posters.

Currently, Chen is the regular artist on the monthly Nova series from Marvel. Aside from comic books, he applies his creative talents by designing furniture and home renovations, specializing in kitchens and molded concrete countertops. He has also started a new line of designer toys and figurines.

Website: https://www.dccomics.com/talent/sean-chen

 

 

Shing Yin Khor

I'm an installation artist, cartoonist, and experienced designer exploring mythic Americana, new human rituals, and collaborative worldbuilding. I am the author of The American Dream?, a graphic novel memoir about driving Route 66, which was one of NPR’s best books of 2019, and The Legend of Auntie Po, a historical fiction graphic novel about a young logging camp cook in the Sierra Nevadas telling Paul Bunyan tales.

As a cartoonist, my work has been published in The Toast, Catapult, The Nib, Electric Literature, Upworthy, and Bitch Magazine. I create comics at the intersection of race, gender, immigrant stories, and queerness.

Website:  https://shingkhor.com/


Dustinn Craig

(White Mountain Apache/Navajo)

Dustinn Craig grew up in Arizona, living in White River on the Fort Apache Reservation and later in Window Rock on the Navajo Reservation. As a teenager, Craig began making skateboarding videos of himself and his friends. But with fatherhood arriving early, he decided to create "something I hoped my kids would see and watch someday." This led to his short film I Belong to This, a personal documentary in the 2003 PBS documentary series Matters of Race. In 2005 he was awarded the National Video Resources Media Artists Fellowship for a documentary on skateboarding at Fort Apache, Ride through Genocide

Website: https://americanindian.si.edu/nafvf/filmmakers_craig_d.aspx#:~:text=Dustinn%20Craig%20(White%20Mountain%20Apache%2FNavajo)&text=In%202005%20he%20was%20awarded,various%20cultural%20institutions%20and%20PBS.

 

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